GETTIN MY JUICES FLOWIN I DONT WANNA BELIEVE I WANNA KNOW IT SO CAUGHT UP IN THE MOMENT I FORGOT TO INJOY THE MOMENT IM BREATHIN I GOT ALL MY SENSES ALL MY LIMBS AND MY INNER FIXTURE I DONT THINK U SEE THE PICTURE BUT I KNOW WE ALL SEE IT DIFFERENT WE CAN POST UP ON THE BEACH AND NOT SEE THE SAME SEA WE CAN LOOK UP AT THE SKY AND NOT SEE THE SAME THINGS WE CAN LISTEN TO THE SAME SONG AND NOT GET THE SAME FEEL HOW U GON KNOW WHATS FAKE IF U DONT KNOW WHATS REAL

On the out I look jubilant On the in I'm tired of doin this masking emotions foolin myself what foolishness thought maybe I could fool my mind into thinkin I'm full of bliss try to control my thoughts and end up losing hold of them now outside influences flood my subconsciousness I need a break from life an escape to fight the daily woes reminiscing on some things tears scrollin down like mice on websites The want for new substances seems to be at a new height Down for anything like fuvk it this gon' hit me right I need it now I don't care if one dose of it may take my life seems like I waste it anyway like right above my thighs sittin sappy thinkin back when the S was a H wishin I could just leave this place everything aint what it seems so u tell me what it is u see when u lookin at this face Aint too many ways to cope but smoke and float and write down quotes onto pages or into my phones notes different stages of depression first you got low, a little lower, on the edge, getting' closer next thing u know u wanna be a goner yo why I let some shit get to me I feel like ill never know I really want the world to get me but its hard to word my thoughts I feel so wrong I feel so lost I feel I have nowhere to go I have no1 to turn to Tenj where are u when I need u most I even leave myself hangin I love being alone but being lonely aint the same its much different walk out the house with a plastic grin and hope it fix it sometimes it work sometimes it don't sometimes some times get really low

Evade illusions become elusive clear confusion expand mind usage create some newness continue movin' don't give up doin' what u love doin' walk on ur own path rebuild the ruins destroy distractions your fears, look at them face to face action prepare for action the unexpected and the expected make self reflections know how ur bod works what u ingestin' not just in tummy in where ur thoughts spurt blunts long like poolsticks feel ima lose it aint nothin new here they still b shootin' not movies, bullets need to find comfort need to find plungers mind clogged w wonders repeated blunders what I must learn from repeat whats helpful create whats special a soul n vessel aint nothin special I'm just like all yall deep down, I bet u my mind, I wrestle some times get stressful must keep composure must maintain my ground must b a soldier til its over (hook) I aint got much to say, but I got lots to do idk about u I aint perf, in no way, but I got my own ways to do what I do I am not here to stay, but I will create something that most certainly will all I want is to lay hear some beats smoke some weed relax and chill why complicate it? it could b simple I don't need too much don't need too little am what ive been thru I'm not against u to each his own, right? speakin' my scribble attractin' my vibe my mood on playgrounds just swingin' so high watchin' days go by sun come down and up a rollercoaster synonym of life I bet it showed ya I cannot give up must proceed forward communication determination deep ventilation perception changin' cool,clutch creations new motivation more innovation still same location 619 native I love the nature division hater times aint been changing just different stages escape the mazes create the mazes self education interpretations become the greatest exercise patience realize, u've made it just keep it rollin' pupils dilated I'm goin crazy I'm the only one who can save me (hook) I aint got much to say, but I got lots to do idk about u I aint perf, in no way, but I got my own ways to do what I do I am not here to stay, but I will create something that most certainly will all I want is to lay hear some beats smoke some weed relax and chill

NEED TO GET MY PRIORITIES STRAIGHT TRYNA THINK POSITIVE THOUGHTS WHEN THE MAJORITY AINT ITS REALLY EASY TO FALL BACK ASLEEP ONCE U GET AWAKE MY CANTHI STASHED W RHEUM LIKE THEY HAD PLENTY OF SPACE DONT LIKE TO ARGUE I REMOVE WORMS FROM THE HOOK AND DEBATE FROM THIS MUSIC I WILL NEVER LEAVE I RAKE WHY THEY CUTTIN DOWN THA FORREST TREES THEY DANK? THEY KILLIN LIFE LIKE IT WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE I CANT SIT HERE AND WATCH IT THIS SHIT IS FUCKIN W MY PEACE HERE I FIND A RELEASE LIKE MY FAVORITE SPOT I GO TO WHEN MY MIND MUST BE RELIEVED AND IM FED UP LIKE IM EATIN ALL MY MEALS IN GALAXIES PPL SAY THEY WANT THE TRUTH BUT BELIEVE IN THE FANTASIES IT DONT COST MONEY TO BE FREE BUT U CAN PAY YA WAY IF U CAN MAKE BAIL AND U IN A CELL KIDS LOOKIN UP TO HOMOSEXUALS AND A MAN GOT A COURAGE AWARD FOR BECOMING A FEMALE I SWEAR SHIT TWISTED LIKE IT WASNT BOP IT, SPIN IT, PULL IT, OR FLICK IT EVIL AND WICKED PPL DECEITFUL W THEIR INTENTIONS MISLEADING THE MASSES PROVIDING PPL W PLENTY FICTION THEY SAY IT WAS WRITTEN IM SPEAKING FOR THE LESS FORTUNATE WHO NEVER SPOKE A SENTENCE THOUGH THE ROAD GETS BUMPY I REPAVE IT IN AN INSTANT NEVER SAID I WAS PERFECT DONT MISCONSTRUE MY INTENT IM CAMPIN ON BEATS U CAN SAY IM IN TENT I COME OUT LIGHT THE LOUD LET THE CAMPFIRE COMMENCE GET DRENCHED IN THE FLOW AS I SPIT LIKE IM FULL OF MUCUS THEY LYON LIKE LUCIOUS AND TARAJI P HENS THEY SAY I DONT KILL IT MUST BE MISSIN A SENSE IF THEY SAY THEY DONT FEEL IT I DO THIS FOR MYSELF AND WHOEVER ELSE RELATES I MAY NOT GET TO MEET WHO IM AFFECTIN IM GLAD THE CONNECTION TOOK PLACE NO TIME TO WASTE I RECYCLE ITS NEVER TOO LATE TIL ITS TOO LATE RAISIN MY LEVEL OF THOUGHT LIKE DRIED GRAPES BEIN TAUGHT BY ALL OF MY MISTAKES FEARS IVE FOUGHT AND CAME OUT VICTORIOUS FREED MY THOUGHT THE OUTCOME WAS GLORIOUS TELL ME WHAT DO YOU WANNA DO W YO LIFE ARE U GON RUN OR FIGHT? YOUR CHOICE

WE ALL ONE I DONT CARE WHAT ANY SOUL SAY WE ALL CONNECTED IN SOME TYPE OF WAY SOMETIMES U GOTTA LET GO IN ORDER TO LET MORE COME SOMETIMES IN ORDER TO GROW U GOTTA FALL DOWN A BUNCH ONCE YOU REALIZE YOU GOT THE POWER INSIDE YO HANDS AND IN YO MIND YOU JUST WANNA DANCE CAUSE ITS SO DIVINE HOW U MOLD YOUR REALITY ONE THOUGHT AT A TIME I KEEP AN OPEN MIND DONT BELIEVE SHIT CAUSE ITS POPULAR AT THE TIME DONT BELIEVE SHIT JUST CAUSE ITS SAID ON THE NEWS DONT BELIEV CAUSE MY HOMIES DO WE GOT DIFFERENT VIEWS COME FROM THE SAME SOURCE SOCIETY SEEMED TO DISTORT THE WAY THAT WE WERE BEFORE ATTACKIN US AT AN EARLY STAGE W DISTRACTION GALORE TV, INTERNET,RADIO, FEDERAL RESERVE NOTES TOBACCO SMOKE MATERIAL THINGS PORTRAYED TO MAKE IT SEEM LIKE IF U WERE TO HAVE IT YOUR SUCCESSFUL WHATEVER FLOATS YOUR BOAT WHATEVER SCRATCH YO ITCH WHATEVER CLEAR YO THROAT WHATEVER EASE YO MIND WHATEVER HELPS U COPE THATS COO W ME BUT IS IT COO W U IM HERE FOR U IF U NEED ON TO TALK TO, TO WALK W IM ALL EARS, IM ALL LEGS I NEVER REALLY LIKE TO TALK LES I GOT SUMN BENEFICIAL TO EXPRESS ID RATHER SEE HOW U DOIN THEN TALK ABOUT ME THE WHOLE TIME THAT WE KICK 99% OF MY DAY IM TALKIN TO MYSELF IN MY HEAD ANYWAY WHATS THE DIFFERENCE LIFES LIKE FISHIN CAST OUT YA ENERGY AND SEE WHAT U REEL IN FUCK WHAT U THINK WHAT U FEELIN LET YA HEART MAKE YA DECISIONS OR MAYBE NOT JUST FOLLOW YA GUT DO WHAT U LOVE AND LOVE WHAT U DO STAY TRUE TO YOSELF TIL YO JOURNEYS THRU

EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHTX5 EVERYTHING IS GONNA FALL IN PLACE EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE OK EVERYTHING WILL BE RESOLVED SOME WAY WE ALL WILL MAKE IT TO OUR OWN PLACE FREE FROM THE TROUBLES THAT WE ALL FACE EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE OK I MEMBER BACK IN THE GOOD OLD DAYS RAIN OR SUNSHINE WE'D STILL WANT TO PLAY EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT LETS SMILE AND LAUGH I AINT TRYNA FIGHT BUILD, CREATE LETS ALL EXPAND OUR MINDS WHY LIMIT YOURSELF ERASE THOSE LINES BE WHO U ARE EVERY SINGLE DAY SOME PPL GON HATE BUT THATS OK DO YOU NO MATTER WHAT ANY SAY EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE OK PUSH THRU U GOT THIS DONT U GIVE UP STUFF YO POCKETS WATCH FOR WHO U TRUST FIND YO PASSION EXECUTE LIKE SUCH FIND A WAY TO ESCAPE THE SYSTEM

hit the bong and it hit me back at the beach, one of my favorite scenes feelin' so serene bliss I need Mac on this Cheers to the SD niggas gettin it n I like bein alone, gettin n my zone, and get it in pretty soon I wont need to get it in my zone forever in it I'm infinite FWYT the formula? swisher sweets, sour dank, slappin beats, my mind and me prescribed to me, was a purpose that I have yet to fulfill feel full after these veggies? never hungry forever lovelies weather in my a era flip it like I do the chedda u trip over my bars, u gon Limp, before Bizkit natural mystic prana entrance outer limits? fuck em, keep liftin' boundaries non existent fuck a feem right now, its just gon put me off bal get me outta focus I need to stay focused on the crown people lookin at me Akward rn, Ashley Ricards probably gettin jealous ima act like Molly Tarlov rn, u'll thank me later, so, u're welcome,, I'm w my niggas so u know we hempin' everywhere we go its a smokin' section blunts, papes, bongs and some mo' inventions ima master my mind cause its so inventive freedom is my incentive (hook) This is life learnin thru experience, everything that's happenin' nothings a coincidence this is life thought provoking, questionin' what u gets what u put in trust runnin real thin this is life progression, faith, and belief self love, energy, high vibes, awesome trees this is life perception changing, confusing, emotional rollercoaster, tests, being deceived this is life mysteries, challenges, discoveries, encounters and ppl comin' out and in this is life never really knowin what lies ahead, til u take action and manifest this is life gettin it along the way, finally gettin answers u asked in the past this is life livin by the moment, enjoyin the most of it, livin' it like it was golden I was down for a while but now things lookin' up cause I'm standin tall af she say she love my comp she my love my pump type to talk shit, then wanna hit it don't phase me none, it don't tase me none either, I aint shocked, I seen it comin' if music don't work ima have to be a fortune tell or sum'n ppl like to get into cause their emotions runnin chill, shut the fuck up, let the silence build u gettin' real annoyin'like commercials would bein' meek get me mills? prolly not but whats the paper? shit to buy more material w and dumb shit? if there was no money, everyone would be rich and work together but ppl just love to b separate tho so I guess this is how it goes livin life, tryna dodge all the blows it throws (hook) This is life learnin thru experience, everything that's happenin' nothings a coincidence this is life thought provoking, questionin' what u gets what u put in trust runnin real thin this is life progression, faith, and belief self love, energy, high vibes, awesome trees this is life perception changing, confusing, emotional rollercoaster, tests, being deceived this is life mysteries, challenges, discoveries, encounters and ppl comin' out and in this is life never really knowin what lies ahead, til u take action and manifest this is life gettin it along the way, finally gettin answers u asked in the past this is life livin by the moment, enjoyin the most of it, livin' it like it was golden

New beginnings continued endings tender feelings way too nice, way too "nice" real big heart gave it away paid a cruel price yet, I still fight yet, I still love yet, I still believe ill find that one lesson after lesson but I slept thru sessions stubborn, lazy wreck and to add on I'm stressin yet, I still believe ill take that leap yet, I still believe ill find inner peace yet, I still believe ill be all I can b yet, I still believe love will find me no need to search just let it come just let it go the past cant be undone just let it second letter know it will get better even if u plunge deep into the abyss of 'will it ever' skip the earthly pleasures yea they feel good what about forever? what about now? what about then? what about her? what about him? what about us? what about them? what about the truth? what about the fibs? what about our roots? why it seem like I'm in demonic cahoots? why do winners lose? why do losers win? why do people hate? why don't love rule? why we go to school, when teachers teach bull? why don't people learn from every soul they run into? why they so blind? why I'm so kind? even if I'm being used or treated grime why do I continue to think everything is fine? when in reality, I'm waistin' precious time why does love hurt, but feel so right? why does sex feel like love in disguise? why do women always want the assholes? what ever happened to respect, and treated right? why I wanna tour? why I wanna write? why I wanna be in stoogis all night? why I wanna dream? why I wanna fly? why I'm insecure if chicks would say I'm fine? why I'm so quiet? why I'm so shy? why I hate talkin, less its on the mic? why do certain folks come n and out my life? why I feel everything that ive been told were lies? emotionally tired, played time after time gullible, forgiving, doubt the of benefit I just keep on givin em despite the numerous times ive falled victim to believin' em why I wanna help if I cant help myself? why I feel separate from everybody else? why cant we be one? why cant we unite? why we hate math, but love to divide? why we need religion? why are we alive? why we gotta pay for things that need no price? why they want our minds? why they want our vibes low, like before er after ride? why we kill each other? why cant u see every1 as a sister or brother? why cant u have fellowship with others, although they aren't part of your religion? why we judge each other? why I'm so confused? why I feel so used? why I feel my soul is often misconstrued? why I feel I failed, yet, still feel like, very very soon I will prevail? question after question, tale after tale, myth after myth, trick after trick, lie after life, time after time, moment after moment, growin toward the sky why I leave church and feel more close to God? why did meanings of words change over time? how'd a virgin give birth? that's a lie ill believe that when I see pigs fly wait, swine flu already why don't they broadcast truth on the news daily? why they spike food? mistreat animals? the world is so cruel, it hurts me to see what I see cause I see things the way I am, the way I see me, affects how u do believe it or N O T, this aint Ripley's I forbid fear let love cover me may my light shine bright til my aura like Hercules may my burdens be the least of my worries my all my loved ones ascend in a hurry I will make it out ill figure it out ill continue living life inside the now not inside a box not inside a trap I will free my mind and run along with that ill live in euphoria,and that's a fact ill b reachin more than 1, and that's a fact I aint nowhere close to done, and that's a fact if u felt the energy,then play it black

this is what I need when I'm feelin real low this is what I need when I don't know where to go this is what I need when I feel I'm brought down to my knees this is what I need when I wanna put my mind at ease ease this is what I need when I have to calm down and breathe this is what I need, when I wanna set my worries free this is what I need, when I'm feeling angry and this is what I need when I aint been showin my teeth this is what I need when I'm feelin down when I don't wan' b around when I'm n need of a smile this is what I need to get me thru the day thru the hard times the pain this is what I need to get away this is what I need when I feel all alone and this is what I need when I wanna let my mind roam this is what I need when I'm tired of my favorite song this is what I need this aint just something that I want,, want this is what I need when I feel like I'm on my last hope and this is what I need to take me high when I'm all out of dro this is what I need to feel somewhat free this is what I need to comfort me this is what I need to b the greatest me that I can b this is what I need to stay happy this is what I need when I'm stressed feelin unblessed feelin hopeless feelin like jumpin off cliffs onto cement feelin like shit when I'm feelin depressed when I'm feelin unloved, worthless, unappreciated so out of touch and inebriated never knowin whats up from down but now it get it, its bouncing back, getting on yo soles takin control of ya mind, body, and what? soul I need this to stay gold I need this to make songs I need this to stay strong I need this to move on I need this to get me thru I need this to push thru the obstacles I need this to do the impossible I need this and I gots to do what I gots to do and I love what I gots to do

THERES A YOUNG MAN HE GOES BY THE NAME OF SAM HE JUST GRADUATED ELEMENTARY EXCITED TO GO TO MIDDLE SCHOOL HE LOVES LEARNIN TOO ON HIS FIRST DAY IT WAS SUNNY CLEAR SKIES HAD HIS NEW BOOKS HIS BRAND NEW SUPPLIES W A NEW BACKPACK TO PUT EM IN MOMS MADE EM LUNCH SHE PUT THE BROWN BAG IN IT THEN HE WALKED TO SCHOOL NOT TOO FAR AWAY CAUSE HE AINT LIVE TO FAR AWAY GOT THERE HE MADE A FRIEND RIGHT AWAY SEEN A PRETTY GIRL HE WAS CRUSHIN ON SIGHT AND HE LOVED ALL HIS TEACHERS SO HE HAD A GREAT DAY BELL RINGS NOW HE ON THE WALK HOME PULLS OUT HIS FAVORTIE BOOK FLIPPIN PAGE TO PAGE SMILE ON HIS FACE THE STORY GOT HIM AMAZED BOUT TO BE HOME SOON JUST A COUPLE BLOCKS AWAY SOMEBODY GOT SHOT ACROSS TOWN THE OTHER DAY MOMS TOLD HIM BE SAFE DUDES ACROSS TOWN WANT REVENGE AND IT JUST SO HAPPENS THEY KNOW EXACTLY WHERE THE KILLERS STAY SO THEY ON THEY WAY 2 IN THE FRONT 2 IN THE BACK EACH OF EM STRAPPED READY TO DUMP THEY PULL UP BY HIS HOUSE AND SHOOT BULLETS TIL THERES NONE GUNSHOTS RANG AND SAM ANSWERED NOW HES DECEASED DONE COLD BY THE HEAT REST IN PEACE HOW MANY BROTHAS FELL VICTIM TO THE STREETS REST IN PEACE YOUNG NIGGA THERES A HEAVEN FOR A G X2 HOW MANY BROTHAS FELL VICTIM TO THE STREETS REST IN PEACE YOUNG NIGGA THERES A HEAVEN FOR A G IF THERES SOMETHIN THAT U WANNA DO OR U WANNA BE GO FOR IT ANYTHING THAT U BELIEVE U CAN ACHIEVE HOW MANY BROTHAS FELL VICTIM TO THE STREETS REST IN PEACE YOUNG NIGGA THERES A HEAVEN FOR A G DONT WASTE YA ENERGY ON SUMN UNBENEFICIAL INVEST IN YASELF BRING OUT YA FULL POTENTIAL SAM HAD AN OLDER BROTHER WHO WENT BY THE NAME OF TUCKER HE WAS IN COLLEGE WHEN HE HEARD ABOUT SAM CAME HOME AS QUICK AS HE CAN WHEN HE SAW HIS MOTHER INSIDE HE BROKE DOWN BUT ON THE OUT HE WAS TOUGHER HE KNEW NIGGAS IN THE GANG THAT SHOT DOWN HIS LIL BROTHA HE ALSO KNEW THE GANG ON HIS SIDE SINCE HE WAS YOUNGER HE GOT INTITATED JUST TO GET EQUIPPED NOW HE OFFICIAL IN FOR LIFE BOUT TO TAKE HIS FIRST LIFE THE CYCLE SPINS

Life goes on life, it goes on life goes on and shit shit goes on n life how u feel thru all of it just might change ya life how u perceive all of it just might change ya life if u don't have control within then how u gon make it right? its hard to believe for some that dead foods aint right but its easy to believe that one day a figure will appear in the sky if it do, I bet its hologram bet some don't know they believe in lies bet some don't know they're programmed bet some will let it go on, like life (hook) life it goes on, whether u do or not keep your mind strong don't let em control ya life goes on and shit shit goes on n life how u live thru all of it just might change ya life how u think thru all of it just might change ya life put a smile on ya face the best makeup u can apply its hard to believe for some that u can travel in ur mind funny thing is those same ones also take frequent flights life can make u laugh sometimes it can also make u cry I'm just glad I had those times they really made an impact on my life (hook) life it goes on, whether u do or not keep your mind strong don't let em control ya life goes on and shit shit goes on n life how u respond to it just might change ya life have u ever pondered it? why you're here on this Earth I believe I'm here to protect it cause it seems yall love to make it worse me, I wanna vibe w it match its frequency bet some ppl out there don't know Earth is truly a living thing I will rise w it ill leave my body ill live on and on for eternity (hook) life it goes on, whether u do or not keep your mind strong don't let em control ya

man that shit sad seen lil baby on the corner w her mom holdin 99cent store bags waitin for the light to turn red so they can cross that street get the groceries to the pad whole time sittin there thinkin like damn, I wonder where is her dad none of my business mom lookin all strong like we don't even need that man if all women decided that shit humanity wont expand same thing goes for the men if they had that thought runnin thru their heads I don't even know how it is tho pops could be at work and he need the whip or he could be at a location discrete fuckin on a new bitch seen a grown man couldn't see his lil girl cause her momma tryna get that check doin all he can to cooperate and compromise but she aint w that shit got a quick restraining order on em then fucked around went to wherever he dwell took it far for the dough said he hit her but she really hit herself

Its comin at me so fast I don't know how to take it Its comin at me so fast It don't look like its brakin Its comin at me so fast I'm not sure if I can evade it Its comin at me so fast A nigga feel like I'm racin Its comin at me so fast I don't know which way to go Its comin at me so fast I just want it to slow down Its comin at me so fast I'm ready for the crash I'm ready for the collision once we collide we'll combine Its comin fast I know I'm ready Cant let it pass I wish I ran into it already Bring it on Cheer myself on when no one else does I believe in me All I need I brought here into this world with me

few weeks back I said ima stop smoking licorice, and sippin pot aint no special wordplay I'm just fucked up fiendin for a cold drink, and a fire blunt my insides burnin' like they n an oven my drinks so strong all the chasers start runnin the blunt already gone i wish i had a fucken hunnid inhale like I'm out when its raining ice or sum'n (hook) thought i would stop but i did not fuck it i guess I'm back i guess I'm back on it smoking weed, sippin drank (x4) i love mary, i get twisted, i get bent, yea i get lifted i get turnt up, i love women, i love music, i am different i love good vibes, i love getting good head and good bags of spinach i love good times, i spit hot rhymes, u lied if u said i didn't i let the cows start the beef i come n peace like ejaculatin' while meditatin' deeply so if u lookin for trouble, don't feast your eyes on me like the word was my bed I'm back on I T (hook) thought i would stop but i did not fuck it i guess I'm back i guess I'm back on it smoking weed, sippin drank (x4) i love mary, i get twisted, i get bent, yea i get lifted i get turnt up, i love women, i love music, i am different i love good vibes, i love getting good head and good bags of spinach i love good times, i spit hot rhymes, u lied if u said i didn't my intoxication on another level feel like i just made a truce w the fuckin devil cant think straight how many drinks? i had several my eyes getting real heavy, like before metal once I'm here i never stop, i stay on the pedal plus i got that NOS like NY state of mind finally, some dro once its rolled I'm getting high where can i get some mo' i don't plan to stop tonight (hook) thought i would stop but i did not fuck it i guess I'm back i guess I'm back on it smoking weed, sippin drank (x4) i love mary, i get twisted, i get bent, yea i get lifted i get turnt up, i love women, i love music, i am different i love good vibes, i love getting good head and good bags of spinach i love good times, i spit hot rhymes, u lied if u said i didn't x2 thought i would stop but i did not fuck it i guess I'm back i guess I'm back on it

I just wanna b alone no1 around me do my own thang for a bit handle some shit I need to get right it seem like everytime I'm doin good mentally, somebody tryna kill my vibe and everytime I try to keep a smile on and stay positive niggas start to view me like I'm bein fake na nigga don't get it twisted I aint tryna b friendly for u, this for my own sake (u got me fucked up) when I speak they act like they cant hear me when they speak they act like they too scared to shut the fuck up I like to b in silence and shit unless ideas are bein talked or beats are playin I can vibe to and shit u got me misconstrued thinkin' I'm livin' for u could give a fuck bout yo opinion or yo views on how I move put yo assumptions to the test step to me, meet my best I may b quiet but that don't mean shit, nigga (hook) U got me fucked up, thinkin that I fear ya u got me fucked up, thinkin I'm a quitta u got me fucked up, thinkin I aint true u got me fucked up, yea u really do u got me fucked up, thinkin that I'm weak u got me fucked up, thinkin that I'm sleep u got me fucked up, u aint got a clue u got me fucked, yea u really do I'm sober but u got me fucked up, u the type to view someone a certain way, cause somebody told u how THEY feel about someone find out for yaself lil fuckin' chump that's like someone tellin u pizza was gross so u never got close fucked around and ate a piece now u want some mo' u never know til u try, that goes w many things u got me fucked up thinkin I wont chase my dream til they are my reality s/o DZB, saw it unfold, his dedication is gold not somebody some soul, on a mission to achieve all my goals ima keep it all under wraps like Christmas gifts u got me fucked up if u thinkin' ima quit u got me fucked up if u think I aint legit u got me fucked up and u don't got a clue u got me so fucked up u really do

So many lies and I would sit there and believe u every fuckin time before I knew of it , u still were fuckin w my mind so in result, I ended up not payin none "mom, can I get those shoes? they wearin' em" "na ma, that's wack, aint nobody wearin' that" shows on the tv, affecting how I interact how I view women call em female dogs, like they shittin on a lawn whats wrong? whats right? discern, nigga every day some body dies, and a soul returns, nigga if u don't pass, u come back til u learn, nigga I have and now I'm tryna get this graduation hat don't forget and don't forgive some things u just cant I do it when I should analyze til innerstood know my worth so a piece of paper never gon' make me I make opportunities w my mind daily I just gotta take em I loathe when I'm lazy sadly, its often my self control is janky I'm tryin, I'm strivin, I'm workin' don't clock in on self this here, is an eternal career I didn't come to ball out that would be "nice" I know there's something else I'm supposed to find maybe its that feelin u get when u ballin out feelin like u did it, u finally fuckin proved urself (bridge) but is that really it or is it that inner bliss that innerG in u at the highest it has ever been feelin like u figured out the universe w utmost peace within, so zen feelin love flowin thru u like a strong current feelin so grateful and thankful for this breathin', meetin amazing souls learnin', lovin, experiencing growth (hook) I aint just some body I'm some soul id rather have no body let all this flesh go until I have no body just a soul on float energy in motion yet as still as a pole I am making a change I am exuding growth I am learnin everyday I am concentrating my thoughts I am on the right path I am improving my self control I am ascending higher, that's the task I am detatching from vibes that are low I want this no mo' lets end this here omit them fears release them tears if u need control how u breathe close ya eyes, dream teleport to the place that u really wanna b respect urself, queens only give him what he need if he aint ready for that sacred womb say, bye, baby if u attracted him, that's u its law universal u gotta love yourself before u can love any1 ive learned a lot here throughout the 19 years and counting ive been leaving on ear T H and find it merely astounding that it took so long to wake I thank all the spirits who guide me I'm trustin my gut my intuitioin manifest visions I believe n myself I am rising up feel I gained more faith when I let go of religion I know there's a God, w all this its a must, I just wanna be one to make a difference for millenni's to come (bridge) but is that really it or is it that inner bliss that innerG in u at the highest it has ever been feelin like u figured out the universe w utmost peace within, so zen feelin love flowin thru u like a strong current feelin so grateful and thankful for this breathin', meetin amazing souls learnin', lovin, experiencing growth (hook) I aint just some body I'm some soul id rather have no body let all this flesh go until I have no body just a soul on float energy in motion yet as still as a pole I am making a change I am exuding growth I am learnin everyday I am concentrating my thoughts I am on the right path I am improving my self control I am ascending higher, that's the task I am detatching from vibes that are low I want this no mo' lets end this here

lyrics (hook) 4 years, 4 whole years I aint been doin shit but smokin' on spliffs and drinkin'; makin' music like its gon' get me out of the whole that I'm deep in x2 4 years I did the math that's 1461 days flushed down the drain and u can add to the sum cause I left out some interrogating myself like, "why'd you let it get this way? was it so u can change yo ways? where did u turn the wrong way? can u retrace? is it too late? can u erase, all ya mistakes, start w a clean slate? ya momma is ashamed ya nana is too, she just don't wanna say and look at lil J how she gon' look up to u, if u feelin down every day? and for the last" (hook) 4 years, 4 whole years U aint been doin shit but smokin' on spliffs and drinkin'; makin' music like its gon' get U out of the whole that you're deep in x2 When u gon' change? when u gon' learn? if u don't soon you're gon' make it worse look at yo life look at who u love now look at who u hurt were u in either one? u drive urself insane its gon' b okay <3

I aint nothin special just a soul in a vessel sometimes its hard for me to let go other times, a part of me, it says, go sometimes I don't know what to do other times, a part of me, it says I do sometimes I really be over this other times, I cant get enough of it sometimes I really wanna get away other times, a part of me it wants to stay sometimes, a part of me is feelin' craze other times, a part of me is feelin' sane sometimes I feel I'm in a different lane other times, I feel I sorta sound the same sometimes sometimes and other times other times other times and sometimes sometimes I just think bout what my purpose here is instead of finding out ima just create it u can just run ur mouth that don't prove ur actions sometimes I feel left out but that feels the bestest getting to know myself more and more everyday I get up I fall down then get back up again cant nobody stop me unless I'm the one to don't u try and copy try to b the best u

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